its yet another night full of stress
its been so long since i ever last remembered feeling like this
i adore and love kids they are simply adorable.
but at times when they are at their worst you just wish you could run out of the house
sitting alone behind the closed doors of the house after being locked out of the room and scolding your niece is never a good feeling,
so i let those tears fall
cause someone told me once if you feel like crying you should cry and let it all out that way you will feel much better
true enough i do feel better now but of course slight feeling of feeling so sad and down still lingers
when youre in a house with shouting and crying going on its quite hard to actually come up with design concepts.
and now all i could do now is to cool myself down
tell myself its okay its alright and never go back to my old self that was so sensitive and emo.
life as we know it of course will always have its ups and downs in every way in every single matter.
just sometimes i feel that this could be avoided the crying and shouting
theres always a chance,
always a way always a possibility
but for now till we find the solution i just gotta keep hanging on.
but for every downside theres always an upside
just like how theres always a silver lining
he came back into my life again
yes he is back and he is
stronger and better as ever
i feel that this time around
its so much more better and stronger
everything is levell up and so matured
im still getting used to the idea of being matured
but i guess the influence in poly really had made me a better person. now if i were to say if i ever feel sad
the answer would be hardly
and im really blessed to have him back we learnt in a way that some things that we havent notice before are actually right there its just i am too busy with my sensitiveness to even notice,
but its wayyyyy different now,
i love him with all of me and i will always keep it for as long as i still can <3
blessed really blessed to have him as well as the friends i have around in campus A great bunch <3
and with every breath ,
be happy and love,